insomnia rants

I lay awake watching marathons of Nip/Tuck to keep me sane. Somehow, i am glued to medical dramas/comedies these days, although i swore to myself not to get attached to them --- i truly am a sucker for punishment, aren't i? :-P

It's amazing how life is really. One day you're all together, the next, you're just a statistic waiting to be plugged out. (WTF!???!) These ramblings are just evidence of how bizaare life is for me right now --- my sleep timetable is shot, i have no schedule or priorities whatsoever, and everything else is just passing me by. I'm facing the fact that pressure is getting to me (if not already in my system) and with it went my sanity. Lord, give me some sort of clue on what to do please...

*sigh*